Hey, good day, friends.How do you do? Hoping that you are fine and happy.Its a great reward out of life, if despite all the sorrows and heartbreaks and pains, we keep smiling. Huh,smile is good,right?
Well,you may opine the same as me or you could say even more of things in this case,but today we would hear a bit different story -- something that I havent written earlier ; its about ones own personal life, about emotions and the tragedy of life thats reside within.

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So, lets go and explore the story.Here is one thing I would want from you,that is if you find my story interesting then do opine how you felt about this.Errors in any instances, catch it with wit. Thank you.

The Inside Story.

Endless days passed being in awaiting, being in anticipating that something else going to happen other than the past,something good and propitious would be there in the next moment,who knows about the future? Maybe, personal life's sorrows would be met and met with fine colors. A sense of deep belief what drove Aryan to take another breath, to walk even one step further,to live another day.

Now, we dont know who is Aryan.Well, let me tell you shortly, that he is a university drop-out and lost the rhythm of life quite severely. Its not like he got bankrupted or lost all the money and belongings it needs to live in the cruelties of the city,but much of what is true,that he lost the aspirations for live ;not that quite right that he lost the motivation for life, but he suddenly felt to move forth for some reason.

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He found his words cant connect with people around, that what he talks of,he just cant do and the signs and the gestures of his body shows the lack of confidence in him.He was living far apart from his family, it was his new life and standing in midst of the rising youth he started to see darkness full of the part of his life. When anybody starts to fall,its the mind and the soul that falls first and then emotions which start to collapse eventually .

It was the same thing that happened for Aryan, he had everything in life,the luxury, the money,the social status, still he lacked the happiness and it was a matter of invisible sorrow that divided him from the life and moved greatly in being frustrated and flowing the liquor to most of the extent --that he started to suffer from emotional balance.His life started to become fully overloaded with the turnover of events that incessantly began to give him pain.

Now, that was such a kind of that even touched his heart and the heart of other people around him.
They could see that such sufferings insidiously from pain attached to the heart,striking him and making him unstable.Was that fully his fault,can we give the full blaming to him for the kind of life's situation he is in, can we? No. In fact it never was his fault, nor can we point his habit, it was someone else who made him be like that, in the end.

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Yes, in the end, everything becomes clear like crystal water, but when it is in the inception, all seems hazy and vague in our life, until we reach at a certain point of our life,then we start to feel the truth.
So what was the truth of Aryans life and how he got to this position and who was behind such kind of life, yeah,we would find that part also.

It all started, 4 years ago,when it was the first day of Aryans college course, a day that was so bright and sunny and the weather was serene, birds were plumming off feathers and so as the eyes colorful enough to see the melodious part of life.Being in full youth,he joined the first day of college and when he reached at the dais area ; all the decorations were set for the guests and students to be in it and since they were observing "the welcoming day for the newly inducted students".

Everywhere he looked, there were people completely unknown and all of their face had the curiosity to know each other. Aryan from the very beginning was in full silence,like he could observing all of the others behaviour and was trying to adjust with the fellow friends whom he would meet next days to come.

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But,suddenly his eyes transfixed at a point-- it was near the side of the gate ;where he looked and got to see ; a fairy with all the aura and brightness around,having a gentle smile that would be enough to steal the heart of any man,gazing towards the dais. She had such a coming face that made Aryan never move his eyes from that girl.There were hundreds of beautiful women, but nobody could be that much favourite as that girl.

It wasnt the beauty which was mostly attractive, but that was the semingly good content of the heart that made him instantly fall in love with the girl.He thought for a while, and like the first love of life that appears as,nothing can be such beautiful and it seemed as he forgot all the world and as though there was no existence of anything in fantasy reality.

It was in the time of dancing performance showing near the monumental area, Aryan couldnt resist talking to her, couldnt resist waving his hand to say hello,how can you be that much beautiful that with sheer power you snatched my heart, Oo cruel girl! Thinking all these, he sat beside her and began speaking about lot of things.It wasnt a matter of a good initiation, but like girls have a sense that, they could easily understand if anyone loves them.

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Aryan expected that the girl would be just like her and with whom he could pass a lot of times in the coming days, so it was the first time he began to feel the sensual pleasures, a certain kind of joy that momentarily lifted his spirit up -- he could hear his heart to say,''Aryan, go for the girl and win her heart".. That was not a call, rather it was the craving message, for uniting with the girls heart.

Love story is just like a piece of a cake,you never know,when it would be finished and during the time of thinking love dries up on the instant.Aryan could feel this in the end of days, when he couldnt get the love he was in for the girl.Love is such a force that never lets anyone to forget, nor let anyone go off easily.He was so blindfolded with the touch of the love that, it took quite a lot of time for him to realise that, he was cheated by the girl,he couldnt feel.

In the last time, it was she that parted with him and went fleeing away with other man she loved.Aryan couldn’t feel even for a moment that he was flattered by her and the idea never came that the girl she loves can ever bluff him like that.Aryan was in tremendous shock and went with it for a lot of time. He could feel his grades degrading,fall of classes and couldnt get proper marks,ended up being a dropout.

Since the event, he forgot to see another dream for life,because in all his dream, the girl was the protagonist of it, like the story revolved around her and without her, everything now seems meaningless for him.When expectations die,then happiness,love, sympathy and the feelings die with it.Now, it was the girl who made this situation.

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Love is blind and so when it hits back,human just crumbles inside and die before the actual death.
Aryan feels the same and nobody knows, upto what time he would keep suffering the same,maybe God will give him the strength, maybe he could be able to forget the girl,probably in good graces of fate,he could see in his dream,that passing relentless time in a full blown flower garden,enjoying the scene,who knows? Love made him see her for sometimes, but why not eternally...?

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