Just a student🧑‍🎓 from somewhere in City who learned how to capture a moment in reality📸📸. Hello, my name is Shiino Stefano, and I am a 19-year-old guy who wants to spend the rest of his life in enjoyment.

So yeah, I am from Asia🌏🍚, specifically the Philippines. Ever since the pandemic began, all I have done is wake up, eat, scroll on my phone, and sleep until one night when I had an idea to take a photo of myself using the first camera called Supremo that I bought, and I noticed that the light in our house is good with a vintage vibe. And that is where I know something sparks in me that one day my creation will be known. So, after 1 or 2 years here I am now at PEAKD trying to share my moments and photos also @cmmndrbawang from the @splinterlands community 🎖️🧄🧄 just introduce me in this side of PEAKD it was interesting and very confusing like where the heck my path is going, I thought I will be just a normal guy with a camera just to have memory and now I'm sharing my work to other people that would be sick as a starter for me. also, last year was a recovering days from what happen like pandemic, broken heart, anxiety and losing my bestfriend. that was the most tough that I experience during that time, so this is how I capture my photos using phone and my tiny camera hope you like it.

THE GUY WHO HATES EVERYTHING

the story of this guy hates everything after all the good things he protect has turn against him also he cant do nothing but to stare at it...
he can't ask for help because he's scared from getting betrayed, he's frightened because they might abuse his kindness and all he can do is stand in a room that feels empty. that is the day he doesn't trust anyone ever again.

THE CONFUSION

As he sit in the middle of nowhere thinking why is the world is a full of accident no matter what change of perspective he can do, once its gone they will never comeback and hoping they wont because that would be the most messed up feeling I get in this existence. when people are confuse they can't think right because of the critical thinking and emotion are mixing they can not fix their thoughts properly.

THE MIRROR OF HATRED

The day he question himself, what's wrong with my appearance? do I look a fool? why are they making fun of my progress when all I want from them is support until the time I stop some of my hobby by changing it to inhaling cancer stick and it makes me calm from the voices in my head. and the guy has an idea that one night, he tried to cut himself using a key from his home because he cannot accept himself while listening and crying without a sound under his pillow; all he can feel is hatred about him being alive.

PHYSICALLY SHALLOW BUT MENTALLY DEEP

Everyone thinks you're okay once they see you smiling, laughing or making joke but no one really knows what he feels; he starts from hiding at everyone that makes him feel bad, he denies the invitation that makes him feel he's getting use like they never need him they just want something from him. and he tried to hurt himself by cutting and smoking lot of cigarettes but in the end he can't end himself he just want to be found.

TAKE YOUR TIME

the most dangerous weapon for people who are having a bad time is the mind that can kill all the love and hope they created for their happy ending. but the guy has realized a lot of things; the most important lesson that he found for himself that always take your time when you are searching for the answer that no else can find the real version of you.

NOTHING IS COMPLETE

No matter how perfect you are, everything has changes even the happiest man on earth can feel the sadness that problem has brought to him. even the richest guy on earth can get to poverty because of the problem. always remember that no one has the control at everything; nothing is perfect when the world is always changing time to time.

BOLT THE RUNNER

from the day you came home as a puppy and I was a kid that time, you bring joy to me when the reality is giving the taste of it. I remember that i have to chase you because you got out of gate it was tiring but it's a core memory to me. even the days I have to bath you, you're giving me a hard time holding you but I guess you have to go early and you will be the greatest and biggest dog here in the house. you shall be remember until the end.

ACCEPTANCE TO EVERYTHING

So yeah... it's been 2 years after experiencing this things; it is quite a journey for me that I didn't have to pick everything because it have to start by choosing myself and I even stop smoking cigarettes I am proud of that... I believe in myself that I can reach everything as long as I follow my own steps, all will be alright in time never rush anything or you regret it because I don't want to see myself again having a hard time sleeping, eating or doing anything what I love to do and I promise to myself that I will work on myself since I will be the one that will help me in the future. and that's how I get out on my miserable mind and life, do the best thing what you can do to show the greatest version of you.

#aliveandthriving
#alive
#luv