Hurt~ Goodbye my ex-lover

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How dare you pop out of nowhere and act like everything is fine?

How dare you leave without saying a word and expecting me to receive you with open arms?

How dare you make silly jokes of how trivial the crime you committed is?

How dare you try to gaslight me into thinking getting mad at everything you did is not valid?

How dare you act all calm and collected when we are having issues?

How dare you come up with silly excuses to justify your actions?

How dare you ignore all my calls and text messages but constantly view my stories on all social media platforms?

How dare you assume i would forgive you easily and move pass all of these in a hurry?

How dare you assume saying sorry countless times would fix the mess that you have done immediately?

How dare you think i would fall for your lies again and again?

You dash right into my life in all your glory without any valid excuse

“I was going through a lot and had to stay off the grid for a while “ you said dryly
Young man is this supposed to cut it?

Is this supposed to make me feel better?

Whatever happened to not doing things alone? not keeping things away from each other? accountability?

You know the rules dude! we both made these rules to guide our relationship, you were a party to it so how dare you break the rules without feeling remorseful?

Was the plan not to share both our sorrows and happiness together? how dare you keep me in the dark?! How?

I literally tell you everything, we try to even solve my problem together, that’s what partners do! They freaking share each other’s burden together, one party is not left in the dark, NO!

How many times have I complained about this bad behavior of yours? You seem to be just fine having such bad character that you are not willing to change.

”I love you babe”, do these words mean nothing to you at all? Are they just four meaningless English words to you that doesn’t hold water?

To think that I thought you were the ‘ONE’ makes me cringe

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We made so many plans together, we chose colours for our wedding, the type of music to play, what kind of apartment we would stay in and we freaking named our unborn kids😭😭

Is this how it feels like to be heartbroken? I know I’ve seen people heartbroken and and I’ve read about it but experiencing it first hand is agonizing

Indeed love is blind but hey! I just received my healing, I can see now and I am walking away, shoulders high and my heart intact, forward ever and never to look back.

Don't take my silence for foolishness, my forgiving spirit for stupidity and my loving heart for weakness.

I am done making excuses for you, done cutting you so much slack and most definitely done accepting your lies.

Thank you, it was nice while it lasted

Goodbye My ex-lover😃😃

P/s all the images in this post was gotten from pixabay

Thanks for stopping by
Loads of love🥰🥰
XOXO



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Good choice to get out and move on. Glad you didn't commit to this man forever

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Lol I’m just shuffling between the two

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So much emotions and pain in your write up. Whatever you're passing through now I pray you heal from it.

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Hehehehehe that was a long time ago, I wrote it down on my note pad when I was going through that phase and I decided to share it now and yes, I am fine now.

Thank you for your kind words @marriot5464

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May God give you strength so that u can move on easily.

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I've moved on already

I just thought to share it here😃

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