RE: FEAR OF UNCERTAINTIES
It's not weird at all for people to have this sort of fear. I believe everyone wants to be alive so, if we have an idea of anything that can shorten our life span, it's always advisable to stay away from it.
In your case, I'm very positive about it. Regardless of the number of times you step inside a labour room, it will always be a favor room for you so, no worries. Hehe. But, if you have decided to not have another child, it's still a very wise decision.
As far as it's your decision, everything will work out well.
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