Dare I Welcome Change

Change doesn't come suddenly. There is a process to go through. I feel that the process sometimes makes me forget that I am on the way to change. Too long and static process. This keeps me from progressing. I have become accustomed to the various shortcomings that I experience.

The stress on my mind kept bringing my body and energy toward that change. I feel now even though it's heavy. If other people are able to go through the same or heavier things why can't I. That's what makes me strong. There is hope I see but it still looks far away. But the hope is real and reachable.

My steps stopped due to circumstances. I looked around and back. oh.. I've come a long way. Am I going back to the starting point? Oh no..
I will keep going and don't care what anyone else says.

I just need time and patience. All preparations are already in my mind to welcome that dream. I am tired but will not give up. There are many people wishing behind my back. What if I give up? How about them? Yes.. I will go forward let me sweat and bleed.