RE: The Final conclusion. {Why I would remain calm}.

I have a teenage son and I remember my teenage years well. Peace, patience and even reasoning are rare commodities in the early teens.

Not only was I blind to my stubborn drive for nothing. I was also quick to blame somebody else when things were not going my way. Teenage life is difficult. It was not easy to live with my teenage self but I'm glad that I did. I learned to fail during my late teens and that was one of the most eye opening experience in my life. Teenage years are one the the best time for learning and starting again. It looks like you already have many talents so continue with patience to seek the good things and you will find them.