About Myself.

So today I am going to write about myself, something about me. Some friends of mine say that I am a kinda complex person. I laugh at them and try to explain how simple I am. But their last words are like, "No no no no, you are complex, sometimes I get scared of your actions like when you are getting angry or offended is beyond my understanding. Hard to guess. " I feel like," Wtf, am I really so complicated?" So while thinking of that I planned to write down the things that make me angry, the red face one, hehehe.

Backbiting makes me furious. I always prefer saying something face to face whether it's good or bad. Talking ill on someone's back is not a good practice, say those things in front of them, maybe they could correct those and be grateful to you. Instead of suggesting the good, some people are just busy having fun only with bad intentions. If your intentions are good then your backbitings would turn into advice that would be helpful. So this was the first thing that makes me angry.

Broken promises. When someone says something to me and doesn’t keep those words, it makes me sad mostly and sometimes angry. When you agree on something with someone you must keep that, right? Maybe the other person has planned even more based on your words and you suddenly walk out without any valid reason is really irritating.

Ungrateful people. These types of people are the most dangerous and must be skipped from our lives. When you toil for someone else's sake you must be expecting a little bit of gratitude from them but surprisingly some people turn out like you were the one who had the burden to do it. When someone helps us through something then we must show some gratitude at least if we can't even honor them properly. I try to avoid these kinds of people, their behavior is very irritating.

Toxicity, some people are so toxic that wherever they go they add negativities on their way. Someone is doing something good they would start getting jealous and would try to counter them with negativities. I can clearly remember losing patience and reacting heavily to such behavior a few times. I have seen these kinda toxic people a lot and I just hate being around them. Sometimes I just avoid or ignore them quietly and sometimes reply to them with some proper spices.

There are some more reasons to be angry that aren't coming right now. To be honest, I prefer to be of calm nature and so am I. It is sometimes that I lose patience and get angry but the patience level on me is pretty high, trust me. But yeah, that accusation of myself being complex, hard to understand is somehow true. There are some situations where I find myself in a dilemma and get confused about my actions. But this is a rare case, okay. I am a good guy, peace. ✌️