From the diary of life.

It's been a lot of days since I have written something freely. I mean writing as usual. The thing is that I was a little bit mentally disturbed on some matters, yet I tried to live life as it is enjoyable without taking myself on the sad part. Moreover, We do have our families to spend some quality time and change moods. Yeah, we gotta control ourselves as it's the best to move. When you are writing on a continuous basis it does become like a habit. Well, there is a clash as to whether the habit turns out to be of good quality or not. It's also true that everything gets better with time, how much time does it take? That's a good question with a complex answer I wanna avoid as I don't have any proper answer and it varies from person to person.

In our life, some things are like the blades we keep holding tightly which we can't afford to lose. So we must endure the damages it causes because we really want it to last forever. These are the damages that hit us sometimes so hard that we struggle to cope up with the situation.

I am clueless about where to start and where to end, how to present to you guys. But I really wanna write something to take off some stress. There is a valuable term called "Priority". We gotta see who is giving us their priority and who is misusing our ones. Damn! I don't know why I am not able to finish this writing in one go. So this happened to me a week ago when someone close to mine expressed something that hit me hard. I was like, what the hell! I couldn't digest that matter because I never expected something like that from that person. So I hope you are getting that how some things get stuck in our minds sometimes. It does control our emotions that affect our day-to-day life.

On the other hand, we can take some days off instead of celebrating these sad melodramas in our mind and have fun with other friends and family. Due to covid that friends option has mostly shifted online and all we have is our family. That's a good option, you know? I can't tell you how close I have become with my family in this covid. Here via close means giving time, priority, and spending some quality time.

Actually, I started to write this one yesterday and stopped halfway. Bad habit sticking with me. When you realize the wrong spot you gotta remove it soon. That's what I am doing, removing the wrong spot I have made with the bad habit of laziness you can say. So I did break my laziness via sharing some mental burden too. It's been said that the sadness of a person can be reduced through sharing and happiness grows more by sharing with others. So I did reduce a part of my problem. Hehehe, take care, everyone. Going for some music, any recommendations from your favorite playlist?