Nights of exam!

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It is the night before the exam day. Well, my exam has been started after a long long time. Tomorrow afternoon i do have another exam and now i am doing what? Nothing. So trying to catch up some thoughts.


Actually these nights before the exam days are made for "rush gameplay". Hahaha. I mean to say this is the time of attacking on your studies with all your capabilities. It is like you have wasted the whole year without studying and now trying to stand in one night. Hahaha. If you are a backbencher then you will understand properly support this one. It is like the last over match to make some changes in the scoreboard.

Well, lets come to the point. This year was a great destruction to the studies. In the beginning of the covid pandemic when everything was on a standstill then our teachers do taken some steps to continue our study through online. But in the midway it stopped somehow due to many reasons. Even i was stuck up with my personal things and didn’t paid attention on that as covid-19 was so high in that midtime. So in this way there was a huge gap on the study.

So a week before the exam we got a schedule of exams which has fallen like a bomb in our head. Our syllabus is untouched and now exams. First one is done somehow with a short syllabus provided by the authority and had gone well. Tomorrow is the second one and this one is the tough one in which i have given the most laziness. I tried to cover up as much as i could by this time. But still there is a lot of parts left untouched.

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I have a bad habit that i cant do a work for a long time continuously without shifting my mind. That gives me monotony. So i need short breaks like this one i have taken now for sharing these words with you guys.

Btw i can remember those time when i used to be hundred parcent obedient to my studies. Those nights before exams were so busy in revising the short notes i have made specially for short time revision like that night. I had some strategy then. I used to not study the whole syllabus before exam. I used to pick the most important ones as per my realization and sort them up only for the short time before the exam. And now look at me, finding myself in a open field without any route which can lead me to a conclusion. I am studying like running here and there in the open field, covering some places but can't even guess how much it will worth for the next day exam.

Back those nights were so much busy ones,trembling with the tension of question paper,checking in the files if i had taken the admit card or not for the morning. So many sweet memories to remember for that time. Now, everything is so different. Its not only because i have grown up but also because of an excuse i have got now for not studying well all these months. The teachers have also said that they will give us a thought while checking the exam papers as we have affected by the covid-19 situation.

But do you think this excuse is valid? Whether it is valid or not who is going to cost it for? The answer is I,me,myself. The hamper took place in my studies is not going to affect anything to covid or it wont also be fulfilled by any means unless i try to. But look at me, here i am thinking of fantasy because laziness and an excuse have been stucked inside my head. Taking so many breaks that i don't think i will be able to take the full preparation for the exam before tomorrow afternoon.


Well, many of you may think why i am putting my time here on writing this now instead of completing the syllabus. Actually i was diverting my mind for a short time by talking to myself through this writing. Going back to the books in a few minutes. Pray for me.



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finishing syllabus? from personal experience I'm saying this, study for exams starts right at midnight of the night before exams, before that there will be a lot of procrastination, no one can finish the syllabus unless they're Einstein, (I don't think he needed a syllabus though)... these are I think some of the "in general" truth hahahaha

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