Numerology - Connected Life Path (Master) Numbers

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Introduction

Thanks to @whywhy's post today (if you haven't read the story, check it out! There are 60+ parts) I was reminded about master numbers and how I love digging into these things by calculating someone's life number and what it means. Funnily enough, last year, I found this app that seemed like just a fun app to read but actually gave me a lot of insights over the year. I forgot about it for a while until today when I asked @whywhy what his life number is. This triggered me to write about this topic today. I will not do a deep dive into it but only use a few sources max with my personal input but I think you can expect a follow-up (or follow-ups later).

Numerology

I wrote about this app called "Numerology" not long after I found it. I remember being intrigued by what I read and some parts I read made things fall into place. There were things written that I could connect with life events that now suddenly made more sense reading this. I also understand why I'm able to see the bigger picture quite easily, yet I often find it harder to get to the end goal rather than deal with the way toward it.

All my life I have seen numbers that stuck in my head and I know some of them are trying to tell me something, like the biggest example of the past years is seeing the house number of my mother's flat. I should get in touch, but I'm not ready. I may be ready when it's too late, yet I will not risk it as I know there will be consequences (my ex connecting the dots to find me which is the last thing I want to deal with).

Life lessons taken seriously

You could say that it's a big sacrifice I'm now willing to make knowing what could come to my path otherwise. I've learned to be very hard and strict even though others can't grab their heads around me making such decisions. I get it though, I'd probably judged myself in such a way too if I hadn't walked in my shoes. It all comes forward from the years of me not taking my gut feeling seriously when I should have, I learned the hard way and I'm not willing to pay this much for these life lessons anymore. I paid one of the highest prices possible: getting separated from my two oldest children, if I had not done so, my youngest would have suffered too, she was the only one left to protect and so I did.

Now that we're on the right path for some years after climbing up from having nothing left, I want to practice these life lessons and not fall into these traps again. Contacting my mother is a trap, not because she'd wish or do me harm, absolutely not, but because she's mentally unstable and I've seen her lose her phone and address books at least 20 times in her cycle of manic depression, my ex will get his hands on it, because she's not good at hiding or erasing things. I bet he bugged her phone years ago, if so it makes no sense even if she writes another name in our conversations, 1+1 is 2 and a good moment to start looking if the other numbers in my life add up.

Master numbers

For those that have no clue what master numbers are, I will leave a screenshot below to explain a bit more about them. Just remember this isn't going to be a deep dive in depth about the topic, today I will try to keep it simple:

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Especially the part where it says "On a karmic level, people born under a master number are thought to have learned the lessons of numbers 1-9 before birth and are here on earth to improve humanity" makes me think back about my oldest daughter, everyone in the family saw that she was an old soul.

I was not busy understanding these things at the time but I knew she was a returning soul from the moment I saw her. This feeling only grew stronger and more people stated it in the first years of her life. It will not surprise you that my firstborn, my oldest daughter number is 11, a master number. Let's see what's written about this number on this website:

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I swear I didn't read the "old soul" part until I took this screenshot. What I also remember about her, at age 4, was that she remembered everything that occurred inside our house when I was still with her father. Meaning just before we were separated, she told me personally that she still remembered what "daddy did to mommy" as she witnessed the violence in person quite a few times.

When we were separated, I was confident that (unfortunately for her) this was not going to be forgotten easily and she'd know that the crap her dad told her and her brother was not the truth. I always hoped she'd make sure my son would know this too. Time will tell if this is the case.

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Above my master number, 33 explained in short. I will not get into this deeper today though as there's much more to tell and a lot that I recognize. Let's check more info about number 33 another time.

Connected numbers

Equally important are my other two children's numbers. Although only one of them (my oldest daughter, the old soul) has a life number, they are still somehow connected as far as I can understand numerology. Like when you have 6, you can divide it by several other life numbers like 3 and 2. So when you have 33, there are actually 3, 11 which you can divide it with (or the other way around multiply the numbers to get to 33). I thought it was quite funny to find out that my son (the middle child) has life number 1, whereas my oldest daughter has 11. You can multiply and divide them with my 33.

My youngest is the odd one out in terms of having a life number 3 while my oldest has the life path number 11, you can't divide 11/3 but you can multiply 3x11 to get to my number 33. I'd like to think that we are connected through blood and these numbers on these dates of birth for a reason and seeing what we had to go through/overcome to get where we are now, while still not being reunited, gives me some sort of comfort seeing these connected numbers. I just have to learn a bit more about them because I'm curious how these things are connected exactly. I don't believe in coincidences, I can usually find a logical reason behind things, but when I can't I usually believe the universe threw something at me/us in terms of a life lesson that was needed.

And that's the end of this post for today, life lessons handed out by the universe!