Do Not Love Me Again

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Don't tell me you love me,
if my battles you will fight not,
Don't say you love me,
If you are not going to with your bare hands,
Fearlessly save my world from crumbling.

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Even though I was made for love,
But love itself has become a stinging thorn,
Like helpless leaves, branches creeping down to reach the depth of the sea.

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Don't say you love me,
If all you expect is perfection,
Because I am like a spur
Shrouded in a mystery of seamless imperfection.

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Do not speak of your love,
If you are going to create a magical wand,
Filled with mysteries,
Yearning to be unraveled.

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Don't love me if my heart cannot feel the touch of your subtle embrace,
In times of my highs and lows, my wins and losses.

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Do not envisage this love,
If you cannot hold my hands and scramble through the thick and thorns masquerading it's nature as part of life's lessons.

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Love me not if you can't walk the storm with me, yet remain unscarred,
If you can't put your ego to sleep and listen to the lyrics of my soul,
If you are going to have a break or a pause or a doubt or waver in the process.

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For though we were made for love,
I cringe at the vulnerability,
even though we no longer belonged to the kingdom of innocence,
Innocence lost, the moment we parted with our hearts on our very first lover's day.

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My heart hurts from the streams of unapologetic tears,
Pierced and shattered by the pains,
shed over undeserving hearts.

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I wanted to grow so that I can lace my heart,
And sprinkle the glittering google of love over my alluring heart,
Now I am grown,
I am overwhelmed by the fearful restraint,
That I can no longer love deeply.

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Don't say you love me if a moment too soon,
You would unlove me,
Because, I want to be caged in your skull-sized hell,
Burning with emotions and bluster,
To form a fairy enchanting weather that calms every intriguing storm.

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Thus I won't lose myself in the process,
I will clique but not cringe
Be zealous not jealous
Be a giver not a taker

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I will love but stay miles apart from hate,
Strive but not give up,
Hope but not despair,
I will believe but not doubt.

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For though I was caught out for love,
I have been cracked, but did not crumble.

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But I have made a decision to:
Remain soft not hard,
Be strong not weak,
Be real not fake
To promise and not fail.

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Don't say you love me,
If to you I am only an escape,
Don't say you love me,
If you are going to love me,
Like a crime scene.


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Have a great day folks


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