Boredom | Things We Past Through

image

There are things I always try to avoid or wish never exist but most times we have no control over it especially if you love staying hidden or finding it really hard to associate with people both online or offline. This is the kind of situation I do find myself most times, Oh boredom, who even coin out that name? I do wish it could be possible to be really busy and never get bored. There are times I do blame myself for been an introvert, it was really terrible to the extent that I might not leave my room for days as long I have this 3 things available which are light, data and food. I don't talk to people (mostly because I rarely keep friends), I rarely socialize, I will just be indoor watching movies or playing games.

It was so bad to the extend that I got scared one day and started asking myself if this is how I will continue living my life. There was this particular time I can never forget, I was indoor for like a week or more, couldn't go out because I don't know where to go, cant drive myself to the mall just to play, 1st day I was very ok, watching movie till I lost count of the time, I didnt even know it was getting dark already, 2nd - 4th day were the same, if I get bored watching a particular movie, I will switch to games especially call of duty mobile which is one of favorite and splinterlands, I didn't even on my ps4 console throughout that day because I was bored playing it alone. On the 5th day, things started getting worse, been bored too much started affecting me mentally, like I don't know how to explain, it was as if my head was spinning, like I need to leave the house immediately even though I don't have anywhere to go.

I had to shower immediately to cool the head, trying to see if it can reduced the weird feeling I was having, when I saw it wasn't working, I left the house, started walking up and down the street, people were even surprise seeing me outside. While walking up and down, I saw a pool table center(we call it snooker), first time seeing it in my area since I got there close to 2yrs now. I had to branch and watch them play before having the courage to join and play that day, I chat a little with the guys I met there that day and I had to return there some days later to play.

Been bored isnt a good thing to be honest and if you are trying to keep it to yourself and not free yourself from it or find something to do, it might affect you in ways you cant explain. There are few ways I do things when am bored nowadays

Movies

I'm a movie freak from day one, once I have a stable network, you will always see me lying in a comfortable position streaming movie on netflix or other streaming site, I rarely see one movie I havent watch on netflix as long as it isn't anime or cartoon.

Games

If am not watching movie, I will be playing games since I'm a gamer too just that I dont stream or record my gameplays. I once did on twitch but the the way it suck data is really alarmy and my country isn't helping. I play Call of duty mobile the most since it is more fun to me and I have friends through the game, we do play together most times till I get tired of it. I play splinterlands, Godunchained among others too and I do blog about them, currently trying to add offline game like pes, snooker to my collection now.

Taking A Walk

Taking a walk really helps a lot, you can use it to just stretch your leg and body, dont walk under the sun. Evening walk is always a good one, allow the cool breeze to blow on you or relax under a shade if you have one.