Providential - A true story you wouldn´t believe - Chapter 12

Do you know that feeling, that you have to do something.....but can´t quite remember what?
This story is just that.
I remember being told to write it but I can´t remember what I was supposed to tell you. What I do know is that everything I am going to tell you really happened, even though it may unbelievable sometimes.

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Chapter 12

Yes, I am aware that the last chapter was a bit all over the place, but that is exactly how I felt after meeting Sei. Where the multiple personality disorder label made some sense after meeting the Little One, meeting Sei seems to have shuffled my deck once again.

Not saying it could not be a DID, but these personalities seem to have a function that relates to me, more than they do to her.

Maybe I just had a high number of Foci on my temporal lobe, as these white matter lesions seem to induce the awareness of supernatural experiences.

Even if that would be an explanation, the question remains if those experiences are triggered by the slowly dying of parts of my brain, or is there a change in the energy flow through my neural pathways caused by these white matter lesions?

A change in how energy flows through the brain could result in stimulants of parts normally overlooked, increasing the receptivity of the owner of that brain.

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By now Dani & I were man and wife for at least six months, and even though we were living together in my one-bed one-chair student room things were not going as I thought they would.

Of course, very few people can predict the course of their lives, but we all have our expectations I guess.
Don´t get me wrong, I am the happiest guy in the world having a chance to be with the most amazing and pretty girl I ever met.

That, by the way, is one of the beauties of this world where the internet still is a thing used in universities to find stuff. Not on a phone to look at the most beautiful people you will never meet.

We had a great life as far as almost no money allows you to stretch great. We had an intense relationship, not of the fighting kind but things could get heated. Something I never experienced before, and neither did I ever experience the making-up after.

She was my hot girlfriend, her luscious curves, sexy smile, and deep dark eyes melted me, like Olaf next to a bonfire, every single time. I couldn´t believe how lucky I was that she was my wife. The feeling that she was not fully mine might have had something to do with my disbelief.

Looking back I think she really tried, but there was something about Angle she could not let go. After many months of denying those feelings, she started again staying over at his place for a night or two. I am not a jealous guy, I know I took her from him and this was something I had to accept. She said it was just friendship and even though I doubted that it was a small price to pay for being with the prettiest girl in town.

We did not have mobiles, and the house I was living in did not even have a general phone.
If I needed to call I used my friend Estaban's phone, or the one in the coffeeshop. But who would I call? Not Dani for sure.

How did we manage to find each other, how were we able to agree on going places or meeting up in our place? Somehow we always did, although sometimes I would not see her for days.

For her it was easier, she knew when I would be working so she could always leave a note or drop by.

She had this je ne sais quoi, because, in all honesty, she was bigger than most men would consider beautiful. Her radiance, and probably her pretty face gave her something men could not resist.

At least three-quarters of my male friends admitted to fancying her or even having sort of a crush on her.

Later in life, a girl commented to me "You never eat alone from a beautifully set table" and she was right. This also seems to apply to Dani, and I did not really mind, at least not at first.

As time and tears went by I started to have my doubts, not about my teachings or her mental state. Doubts about her position in our relationship.

To be transparent, there is something I should bring up before I paint the wrong picture. It was not as much Dani that caused these doubts. It was someone else.

Now I don´t recall why she arrived, but I think it was because the little one got scared, ran away, and she was closest. So she got pushed into the body. The first thing she said was:
"Hmm you."

At first, I thought it was Sei as there was no movement of the feet it had to be her.

Then she turned her back to me and completely ignored me. Back then I was not as stable as I am today, and even today that type of reaction from the girl I love triggers slightly erratic behavior from me. No aggression, but it would cause a lot of self-doubts.

"Dani, what´s wrong?"

"Nothing," she bites.

"Come on, you can tell what happened?"

"Nothing," her voice was calm and deep.

I sat closer to her on the bed and put my arms around her, she shook them off. Turned around grabbed my wrists and said don´t touch me.

I got my wrists out of her grasp and put my hand on her upper arm; "what is wrong?"
She slept it off.

"Don´t touch me, I am not your precious Daniella, nor your fantasy daughter. You don´t have to be nice to me I don´t like you anyway."

Meanwhile, she stood up and was standing in front of me.

"I am just here to clean up the mess as always. If they can´t handle it guess who needs to show up, and I don´t even wanna be here."

This was not Sei for sure, her facial expression was much sharper and her eyes darker than I had ever seen them.

"I do not care for your lovey-dovey romance, I belong to Angle. And I will make sure that you and her will never have each other. Nice try that marriage, but you did not count on me did you, Daddy Tiny?"

I looked up at her, her black eyes were filled with fire. She looked strong and vulnerable at the same time. She was here on my ground, and seemingly the only entity that resisted me.

"Sorry, I don´t think we have met before. Who are you?"

A cynical grin arrived on her lips, "Unlike the Little One or Sei, I have no name. I don´t need no name. I am not staying anyway."

She was moving towards the door, but I was there before her. I had no clue whom I was dealing with, but I would not let her leave. This might be my opportunity to understand what was going on between her and Angle. My only chance to make Dani truly and fully mine.

She tried to push me away from the door, but I did not move. I had to play this smart, my brain in overdrive.

"Well, I think you do. I think you need a name that suits you, Cabilah."

She stared at me, I saw a hint of a tear in those deep dark eyes.
"That is beautiful, thank you. And now out of my way."

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