2020 Hindsight

in #ctp8 months ago

Another thing I started for 2020
I thought I'd have more time to work on this when I started it but as with most things I thought I would do, it hasn't been worked on much yet.
Here it is already 14 days into the year and I did not even change the fireworks background gif or anything else that I posted before the new year even got here.
Please don't ask me what the fortune cookie thing says on the banner because I don't know. I did not bother making it bigger to try to read it. I just added my lettering and saved it.

I've noticed others are calling this year 2020 Vision and some other "positive" things, and I hate to be negative but sometimes I think of something and it just sticks in my head and I have to run with it. Like a bunch of things I could have done different. I will eventually be typing those things up and adding them to that part of my site. I don't think I'll be advertising that very much but I might have the link for it on some of my "about me" things sooner or later.

Here is a BIG what if that I might write about later: What if I had shaved my beard off or trimmed it more often. I noticed that people treated me better when I had the short goatee instead of the full long beard. I'm not sure if it was my look or maybe my attitude was different when I had the short goatee, or both. I just don't understand some people's attitudes sometimes and I've had some people give me odd looks and act very rude but I guess that would still happen anyway no matter what my beard looks like. The same thing used to happen when I had long hair even if it was back in a pony tail. I'd actually get people telling me to cut my hair. Like it was any of their business. I'm not sure if I'm going to grow it long again but I'm losing hair all the time now so it will look odd either way, short or long. And no, I'm not ready to shave it off.

I've checked my crypto again as usual and traded some and got a couple more CTP Miners but I haven't been able to buy more BTC since the price went up and hasn't been at the rate I'm looking for.

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Thanks for reading and have a great day or night or what ever it is where ever you are :-)


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That’s a good post Mark, it’s real and doesn’t put up a false facade like some of the stuff one can find online. Don’t worry about what others think, be the best version of you you can be!

Good post, Mark... And, as Rob said, don't bother about what others think... The most important thing is to be yourself and do the right thing!

I have also some weird thoughts about my blogging, Steeming and the point of all this... But usually, it helps me to change some habits and do the stuff in another way... more productive...

So, I would say that sometimes when I'm "feeling negative" it is just a change of course to the right direction... So, at the end, it isn't negative at all...