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Letting go isn't always easy ...

Today, I had to close the door on a special relationship that was always keeping me in the "what if" energy. The ups & downs of wishful thinking; the always hoping for things to point in my favor; the wondering why the Universe wouldn't intervene in some way where his path would lead him back to me. My heart would be uplifted & then break again. Rinse. Recycle. Repeat.

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I finally had to take that scary step & say "enough". Even now, when I know it was the right thing to do, tears stream down my face, my heart feeling the raw emotions I have been holding back; keeping myself in check. But it is important to acknowledge those feelings & process. Then, pick myself back up. Thus, this is life sometimes.

This is no reflection on him. He has been a joy in my life & once upon a time, we had a love that was so strong. We felt unbeatable. Until, obstacles we tried to ignore, that neither of us could control, showed that this wasn't meant to last. I have no regrets because he helped me to grow & be seen when I needed to be seen. I am forever grateful to him for that.
The memories of the happiness we shared are engraved in my heart. Love will always exist in them. He was a blessing & still is, since we are still a part of each other's lives.

The dynamics have changed a long time ago & I finally was able to have the courage to really see that. I am putting me first now, in the most unselfish way. This is self love & I know this decision will make a path for amazing things to come into my life. It was just time to put that foot forward.

So, no longer holding on to thoughts & hopes that no longer serve me, I am now stepping out in a new light, a new energy. I am stronger & am grateful for everything I have presently & future things that are already mine.

I am not sure why I felt compelled to share this deeply personal experience, but it IS possible to make that tough decision to help yourself. Sometimes, we have to let go in order to have new beginnings. Take that step & know you will be okay. It might take time but you will see.....

I know I will.

Until the next time, much love. PAirBrush_20200120153856.jpg



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Wishing you much love and an easy heart going forward. Always hard to share such thoughts, but 2020 will be your year for awesome growth.

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Thank you so much! It wasn't easy posting this, being vulnerable. But I felt if it helped someone else at the same time, it's worth it. I appreciate your kind words & soul 💜

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So proud of you Sis 💕 I cannot deny that you got me tearing up 🙏 Tears of joy 😍 and of cleansing my own still-in-the-process-of-healing pain 😘 I admire your courage & ability to open up and share so deeply. You are pure awesomeness my Pixie Sis 🔥🔥🔥💯👍👍💃💃😍🙏

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Thank you, dear Sis. It is still a process, but I feel lighter in my heart now. Whatever the Universe has in store for me, I welcome. I know good things are coming & I am grateful for what I have now. I wish you so much healing in your path as well. It will make way for new beautiful things. I love you & you are simply amazing.😍❤️🌼🙏🧚‍♀️

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Take care always ^_^ have a happy day! :) know that you are loved! ❤️

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You are such a sweet soul! Thank you. :) You are loved as well & my faith💜

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