RE: The real reason for my existence
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Dear @jlufer
More than a year ago, at the end of 2019, I fell into a depression, I went to bed one night and did not get up for several months
OMG. Have you been depressed already before you went into bed that night? I can't imagine how difficult it must be for someone who suffer depression.
Would you mind sharing with me what is your age?
Are you already getting better (I hope)?
ps.
I would like to thank you again for resteeeming my recent post and for your kind comment.
Yours, Piotr
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To be honest I did not know that I was depressed, since I had never suffered it before, I did not know what the symptoms were.
I was very tired, the back of my neck hurt a lot and my eyesight had almost completely lost, as at that time the compensation was very low, I decided to rest for a few days, and return to say hello for the holidays.
I went to bed that night, as the next day I was not going to work, I saw a program on tv, the next day I was tired, I did not get up, the next day I did not either, and so I was letting myself be, at first I got up and gave me a I took a shower and went back to bed, then I stopped doing it, I earned the august and when he did, I stopped having interest in life, it's that simple, you let yourself die and you don't realize it.
My depression was associated with stress, if I handle this, I would have no problem with depression, now I know myself, I know when I should lower the accelerator
I am 52 years old, a complicated age, if I want to go back to work under a dependency relationship I can no longer, and to get a retirement I need about 15 years. That is why hive is very important to me, not only to cover daily expenses, my HP is intended as a retirement insurance.
I intend to mine some tokkens, I do not say Bitcoin because the difficulty is very high, I do not know if it would be profitable to mine, I want to buy a pc with many cores, I think the largest is 18 cores, that will allow me to extract more quantity of coins per day. I only get the cost of the machine, they are very expensive