Mindful Moment About My New Year Slump.

Hello dear...
I think i became helpless day by day through this new year.
I was discussing this with my best friends and my partner about this matter in the past week.
It seems like the world started off not so great in 2021 and its just drained my energy so badly.
I think that its what happened to me in every new year.
I always be in such a form of slump.

First of all, i have many relatives that been badly sick and i can only pray for their health.
There’s this problem with my cancelled plans to meet my partner too, we planned our meeting so many times buf kept getting delayed because of the pandemic and new rules added one by one right the moment he will fly to come to me.
There’s this many tragedy happened to my country, like a plane crash. And sadly, theres someone i know in the plan crash, that was the first time ever that i know someone that got into such a tragedy ever and it just broke my heart so badly.
The social media, the social media keep showing me so many negative things, though the negativity not directed towards me, but i think that its rubbed off of me one wag or another.

One of my resolution for this new year of 2021 are to have a better sleeping schedule.
But lately, its so hard to sleep in the night time.
I kept stay awake through the night.
And its not like i sleep in the day time too.
So i only sleep for 2-3 hours in a day for mostly nothing.
I try to be as productive as i can get and fight my feeling that wanted just laying down stared at nothing and be sad all the time.
Its like i always in battle with myself.
Though i believe that all human do that and its a good thing because its mean that we have a good conscious minds that understand there’re bad thoughts that needs to be chased away from my mind.

I wish that i will not be in this slump for such a long time.
I wish that you all will be victorious too in every state you are.