The First Time I Bought Products That I Want To Share For Charity By Myself

Hello guys.
In this post, i want to share about what i did in a day before Ramadhan.
At first, i was debating wether i should make this post or not.
But its not like i always share every charity that i did and this is something a bit meaningful to me.
So i told myself that this time it is okay to make a content out of it.
Who knows, with this content, someone might read and wants to do something similar like this.

Usually, for charity i will hust do it online, sent money, or asked my mother, neighbor, or a community to do it and i just giving the money.
I dont like to be shown as the people in the front because i never feel like i am giving enough so its embarrassing to be seen.
Though many will absolututely deny that i am not giving enough in charity, this is simply a mindset that i bury within myself to keep my heart and mind grounded.
We can say that its my personal mind and heart shackle.
I want to be someone that always feel hungry to charity, and i want to be someone that always feel likewhat i give to help others is never enough.

But this time, i dont know what comes into me yet i feel like i want to do things by myself for once.
I decided that i will by what i need by myself and arrange it by myself.
Here in tis post, i will share what i did in that time.

i went to the biggest supermarket near my house, the name is Diamond.
I went there with two of my brothers.
We took our car because we will carry a lot of things.
The reason why i took my brothers with me is because i want to give them task to carry everything so i dont need to spend my energy carrying heavy things.
Yes, i was sick at the time.

This is when i am choosing what to buy in the supermarket.
Its quite interesting how so many products already sold out.
So i was in a bit confusion too because the brand that we used at home is mostly sold out.
Yet, since my mother always teaches us to give the best that we can to other people and never give the lower quality if we can afford the better quality, i choose the best that available there.

Here is everything that i bought.
Before i talked abou what i bought, i want to share an interesting story.
So when we were back home, we were so surprised because the rice is only 9 while its supposed to be 10 pcs.
I asked my brothers and my mother to go back there immediately to asked about the remaining one rice.
Luckily, he supermarket understand and give me back the other one rice.
So what happened, there was a customer that wants to buy a rice.
Since our rice is right in the cashier while i was still looking around to choose another product to buy, she took one opf my rice.
Their worker didnt replace the rice yet and that is why its only 9.
But honestly, the big mistake laid on us too because we’re too careless and not counting it right before putting them in the car.

Anyway, for this batch, i gave 10 portion to 10 people.
The inside is:

• 5 kg of rice
• 1 ltr of oil
• 1 kg of sugar
• 4 pcs of instant noodle

I planned to make this as a weekly thing for me.
So eventhough its only a little bit at one time, i wish that it can t least help some people that really need it.
And not only that, dont forget to do the other charity too.

I am really feeling grateful to God that give me enough luck that i can share it back somewhere.
I wish that i will always have the same mind as the mind that i have right now.