So today is the first day out of 2 of a total lockdown. I told myself I was going to try some self-portraits today, but I quickly found myself just watching anime, drinking beer, and eating snacks. These total lockdowns feel mentally draining and I get less done than I would get done creatively. I feel like I'm losing my mind sitting in the house without the option to do anything. This lockdown is another unsavory result of the pandemic.