Mental Illness...
On the way to life, we meet new people and every day we introduce ourselves. Sometimes we use the same words again and again, sometimes we just go with the flow. Every individual is unique and their way of presenting themselves is different so it's better not to reach any conclusion when we see someone for the first time.
I was recalling one of my past memories thinking how foolish I was. Maybe I was right back then as a teenager. Teenager life is reckless and I was a reckless young girl too. I was carefree and always wanted to explore my world breaking the social barrier. Right now, when I think about those moments, I laugh or smile silently because I can't be like that now. I have responsibilities now but back then, I never thought about anything.
My love life and relationships were sucked, worst than ever, and honestly speaking, I just smile thinking about how much serious I was about my relationship or relationships.
Don't get me wrong, everyone has a past. Most people have seen the worst part of the relationships. Foolishness, betrayal, trust issue, insecurity, and misunderstanding is part of relationship...
And my past always reminds me how much important it is to be in a healthy relationship...
I have changed the way of seeing life, it was not so easy. It took me more than 10 years to understand and work on myself. Every day in front of the mirror, I used to ask myself some questions and waited for the answers. sometimes my silence helped me to understand myself and to get the answers. I had to deal with severe depression in life and that's the darkest part of my life.
One of my teachers used to say that when you feel that there is no reason to live, then think about your parents. Maybe you will find a reason to live once again. I can't remember clearly how many types of medicines I had taken at that time but all I can remember I used to sleep all day or used to sit in the corner of the room. I was unable to find a reason to live once again and gradually I have found myself in a world of nowhere.
Nowadays nobody wants to be or lead such kind of life People make friends and spend time with friends and family when they feel low. But I believe that somewhere depression exists, maybe job frustration or maybe because of money issues. But it does exists and ready to grab someone and make them a victim...
Remember one thing, there is always a bright side in life, you just need to figure that out... Don't push yourself so hard, you are precious and we have got only one chance to live our life fully...
Love
Priyan
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